Rest. It's time. After spinning my wheels and trying to stay ahead of the surprises, I'm out of energy. The aftermath of what happened almost a year ago can still wear me out. It keeps coming. Chases me. Haunts me in my dreams where my defenses are down. So for a little bit I'm gonna rest. Nothing drastic, nothing to worry about. Just rest.
"Come to Me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest."